Wishin' and hopin' and thinkin'

"PREY"

It is almost wondrous. I am not stressed, though the thought of not being stressed makes me feel stressed, because I feel like I'm forgetting something, so who knows what's going on... in any case still working on the images I took a few weeks ago playing around with photo shop and cursing my computer for being slow and then apologising to it when it threatens to crash.

Winter persists, even with the spring sun it is cold. Next week I’m off to Amsterdam to see my mom who lives there. Can't wait to walk on ground that is not iced. Sit, write, look and listen.

Space gold and Self-portrait as a crooner and Cat

PJ Harvey is rapping. Not in any true sense, but because my computer is slowly dying suddenly her Big Exit has become a constellation of stutters. My tooth aches with the feeling. Soon I will get a new computer, soon all the work will happen so smoothly that I won't have a chance to enjoy this Left eye PJ.

I cant believe i've had this old PC (laptop) for what must be almost eight years.  The specs of this current laptop are 512Mb RAM, 60Gb hard drive and 800Mhz amd processor. Which even I realise are crap by today’s standards. Still it lets me work with images and sometimes if I am very patient video. What can I say I’m a sucker for vintage.

gold 6

 So anyways, I am having a wonderful week or couple to be honest! I am in the zone and can't keep up with the ideas. Work is coming so quickly that it feels me giddy in its wake with a luscious creation orgasm. So here is some of the over-splay of stuff that I’m working on. This is part of the self-portrait “painting” mini performance to camera and video sect of work.

I am also working on a massive outside sculpture idea. But more on that later....